Still busy in irl and just no chance in h*ll to produce a new mission. I suggest we announce that the event is open to all. Not a official CiA & LDDK event. There are a bunch of missions on the server that need to be finished, including Band of Comrades series. One thing though if you decide to jump in, if its a public event Im pretty sure ACE is required, the whole set (ACE, ACEX, and the others, unable to remember what they are called). If someone is joining from CiA let me know.
Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounding yourself with assholes.